Midlife crisis..............to me? ...............noways...........

Hey wait a minute.........is it like........we here in india.......just keep growing up as all other peers do.......go to school, fight till death for the ranks....then college....engineering or medical...Bsc / Bcom..noways.......sharmas soon is applying for IIT, Sinhas girl is appearing for pre medical......always competing, fighting for marks......where are my likings......i like to play music, i like to dance,cant i make my life from  that........or the society has just been like the cookie cutter .....cutting cookies of same shape and size.......irrespective of where it come from....in collge fight for jobs.....land in good comapny......the battle continues...then promotions, then increments.........now i realised that i have myself become a mass produced commodity /product..........where do i get to live as per my wish......when can i enjoy life?.........is that i have lost my enthusiasm, creativity....and more importantly..is it that i have lost my lakshya....................... no i still have time, i have decided not to live like this.........not like a mule..but like a bird trying to go beyond horizons......